Someone Got Careless

I'm looking everywhere to try to find myself--
I'm seeking all around me to escape my private hell.
My mind's a shattered mirror with pieces scattered everywhere.
I'm swallowed in the shadows and I find it hard to care.
My rage just bubbles silently. I keep it all inside.
If it got free I know that I'd have nowhere left to hide.
I locked myself inside of me and threw away the key.
I'm stubbornly unbreakable but begging to be free.
In my dreams I wonder if I'll ever be the same...
Insanity's my only hope and I'm the one to blame.
I took a chance and lost and now it's fallen on my head.
I only live 'cause I know what it's like to be so dead.

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